A part of me is always screaming But it's just beyond my hearing The saviors will chase her While others debase her Community service Befriending the worthless They follow with smiles While swallowing bile She lets them get closer Once they get to know her They can't hide their horror Pretend to adore her She breaks down And drives them Away The screaming grows stronger From whisper to murmur This loneliness is here to stay There's nothing else for her to say She's making her own F[r]iends with the shadows in the cave She's making her own F[r]iends with the demons in her brain She's making her own F[r]iends with the voices out in space But when the day descends all her F[r]iends will go away A whisper wants to be a scream a flicker in the candle flame Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely every single day Don't mean to push them all away I always give until I break 'Cause I don't wanna seem fake And if I do well that's too bad I've been myself it's all I've had I always give 'till I go mad 'Cause I'm always so fucking sad Lonely and sad It's all I've ever had Lonely and sad It's all I've ever had Lonely oh so lonely Only fiends for friends Her still lips trap a limp wish And let slip with a pained his Her eyes close and despise grows Demise close her disguise froze Buried in silence deafening sirens She watches them closely eyes creepy and ghostly She finds a respite in the cover of darkness She speaks to the shadows recites their responses She hears a new world as she becomes a Blightweaver Shadow's bellows Blightweaver Silence's siren Blightweaver Shadow's bellows Blightweaver Silence's Siren A flicker flares into an ember that will spark and burn forever Lonely and sad It's all I've ever had Lonely and sad It's all I've ever had She's making her own F[r]iends with the shadows in the cave She's making her own F[r]iends with the demons in her brain She's making her own F[r]iends with the voices out in space But when the day descends all her F[r]iends will go away